We know what we are, though neither of us are going to say it out loud, or even to ourselves.
The connection we share is too strong to be anything else but that hushed word.
We probably belong one way,
But that will never happen.
We've let go of those feelings, and moved on.
I'm just willing to pretend I can feel them again.
I would rather live my life in pretend happiness than alone.
You, on the other hand, are doing the more honest thing, and staying alone.
It's always been like you to be more honest than I.
Some things never change.

But some things do.
Maybe my current opinion will change.
Maybe my current opinion is fact.
The only way to know, is to have the conversation that will never happen.

Thank you, for what you gave me.
I'm sorry for taking it all away.